Because I LOVE HIM. So much that no words on the world can describe my strong feeling for him. I have loved him from the first time I have ever seen him. And there was no day when I wasnt thinking about him from the moment he left. And there was no month without the "live" dream about us. I mean...love is very hard to understand. Sometimes many people think they LOVE but they don´t. I dont want to say it only "for fun" because I am 100% sure I know what it is.
..... I love him so much, that I would have died for him.
my dear wonderful german boy - I entirely love you. And I really cant wait it..to hug you again. Even if it would last all my life - I cant wait the moment to see you again.